[--------------------------------------------------------------------------] ooooo ooooo .oooooo. oooooooooooo HOE E'ZINE RELEASE #803 `888' `888' d8P' `Y8b `888' `8 888 888 888 888 888 "The Random Thoughts of a 888ooooo888 888 888 888oooo8 Confused Druggie" 888 888 888 888 888 " by Angeldust 888 888 `88b d88' 888 o 9/1/99 o888o o888o `Y8bood8P' o888ooooood8 [--------------------------------------------------------------------------] I feel like ass today. I am sure look like ass too. It's 1:41 pm. Do you know where your clean socks are? I am listening to happy hardcore, yet it is not making me very happy. My sister just woke up. She has bright yellow hair today. I wonder when she did that. Anyhow, that doesn't make me very happy either. I'm sure it won't make mom very happy either. It's very sunny out today. I wish I were dead. I hate Ohio a lot. Ohio is the shithole of the planet. I have no idea why my mother chose to live here of all places. I broke up with my boyfriend today. I think he is an asshole. He said he cares about me but everytime he sees his ex, he thinks about how much he still cares for her. I think he is still fucking her. I wish I had some sleeping pills. I haven't slept in two days. I tripped two nights ago and last night I rolled. I think the pill was cut with heroin because it was really smacky. I just realized that most of my sister's face is metal. She has a septum ring, a labre piercing, a lip piercing, her eyebrow pierced, her tongue pierced, and braces. I sometimes feel like she is the older one though I am three years older than her. I also just realized that I am going nowhere with this. [--------------------------------------------------------------------------] [ (c) !LA HOE REVOLUCION PRESS! HOE #803 - WRITTEN BY: ANGELDUST - 9/1/99 ]